The confident dominant persona is a mask he put on as a Boba Fett and Snoopy house shirt – and when alone, it dominates him, bullies him, tells him he’s worthless and a fake. He wants to break free from this abusive relationship inside himself, and lead a quiet life. A humble life, quietly being good and meek and loving that’s the shameful fantasy he’s never admitted to.It turns out that two evangelicals conspired to convert him. It has escalated, but they realise they can’t back out and justify never telling him to themselves. They let him live in blissful belief. Even when they themselves lose their faith. It seems too cruel to tell him.
If they’ve ever flared too late for the Boba Fett and Snoopy house shirt , they will have learned that a quick yank backwards in the stick, deflecting the elevator up and driving the tail into the ground even harder, will not result in the nose of the plane moving up by the same rate as the tail is moving down. You’re just a kid, and easily hurt, when young. But the occasional yelling and insulting isn’t abuse. It is important to let go of occasional blow ups. Everyone gets mad sometimes.Parents are alcoholics and drug dealers. The house is constantly in chaos. The kids don’t even have rooms or beds. The only way the parents deal with each other is by screaming at each other and hitting each other. The kids do the only thing they’ve ever seen – they hit and yell at each other too.